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January 8, 2000 As you bloom in youth all I could is but hold on, From a sight that brings spasms of wanting; In times that make me seem so old and feel my age, A manipulating crone of bestial needs; Ever helpless in this emotion that awakens; To need the moments I could be touched, by your gaze of promises and caresses of want. To believe as if you feel the same passions; But to know that this, Is but a fleeting and all lying truth. * * * Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™ Mandaluyong City, Philippines *** visit me at www.amiel-roldan.tk www.amielroldan.tk www.amielaceremoroldan.tk at my blogs: www.amielroldan.wordpress.com www.amielroldan.blogspot.com www.fineartamerica.com/profiles/a-g-roldan.html www.myspace.com/amiel_roldan www.amiel_roldan.multiply.com www.face-pic.com/amiel_roldan please comment and tag if you like my compilations. amiel_roldan@yahoo.com amiel.roldan@gmail.com

I feel the tight pain; As if I could not swallow, Watching the movements of a dance; That I know I could not follow, Steps that I don’t dare take; A path not dared to thread, Abandonment all too real; Loneliness and despair, In all these miseries I wallow. July 30, 2000 Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™ Mandaluyong City, Philippines *** visit me at www.amiel-roldan.tk www.amielroldan.tk www.amielaceremoroldan.tk at my blogs: www.amielroldan.wordpress.com www.amielroldan.blogspot.com www.fineartamerica.com/profiles/a-g-roldan.html www.myspace.com/amiel_roldan www.amiel_roldan.multiply.com www.face-pic.com/amiel_roldan please comment and tag if you like my compilations. amiel_roldan@yahoo.com amiel.roldan@gmail.com * * * Ang Huling Hari Amiel Roldan Aking nararamdaman ang mahigpit na sakit; Parang hindi ako makalunok, Habang pinanunuod ang sayaw, na alam kong hindi ko masusundan. Mga hakbang at unday na ikinatatakot ko; Isang daaning hindi-hindi ko mapupuntahan, Kawalan ay totoo; Kalungkuta...

To Be Amiel Roldan I could not be, ‘Til your by me Until I satisfy and immerse you In my web of warmth and deceit! January 8, 2000 Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™ Mandaluyong City, Philippines *** visit me at www.amiel-roldan.tk www.amielroldan.tk www.amielaceremoroldan.tk at my blogs: www.amielroldan.wordpress.com www.amielroldan.blogspot.com www.fineartamerica.com/profiles/a-g-roldan.html www.myspace.com/amiel_roldan www.amiel_roldan.multiply.com www.face-pic.com/amiel_roldan please comment and tag if you like my compilations. amiel_roldan@yahoo.com amiel.roldan@gmail.com * * * Maging Amiel Roldan Hindi ako magiging buo Kung ika’y wala sa akin. Hangga’t di ko nasasagad at nailulubog kita Sa aking sapot ng init at pagkukunwari! July 28, 2002 * * * Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™ Mandaluyong City, Philippines *** visit me at www.amiel-roldan.tk www.amielroldan.tk www.amielaceremoroldan.tk at my blogs: www.amielroldan.wordpress.com www.amielroldan.blogspot.com www.fineartamerica.com/profi...

March 2000 I glance at a reflected image, only to see the imperfections of life. To glimpse at a simple reality, through eyes of a silent watcher. Complex is man that he weaves a pain so consuming, To bring out a cry from the depths of his soul. Only to understand the thin layer of fulfillment, He has already thrown away. I saw a bitter truth in the eyes of my peers. Helplessness with what we have. The ever singleness of defeat. Multiplicity in all our failures. Never would I ask for what they could not give. For I could not bring them to the lows I’ve been. All the questions unanswered and all the answers unheard, Warp not the image I have for I am weak. To run from these that reminds me of my misery To seem to go in dizzying circles. Repetitious upheavals in the minutest turns. Uncomfortable in all its being. The smallest I hold precious to my heart, and the greatest I could never let go. They are all my rivets of my calm, that anchors me solid to ground. A nodule of paranoia. A c...

Chaos The God Amiel Roldan Be one with chaos to find the true, Be one with anger to find the happiness, Be good to see evil. December 6, 1999 Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™ Mandaluyong City, Philippines *** visit me at ChatGPT Amiel Roldan at my blogs: www.amielroldan.wordpress.com www.amielroldan.blogspot.com www.fineartamerica.com/profiles/a-g-roldan.html please comment and tag if you like my compilations. amiel_roldan@yahoo.com amiel.roldan@gmail.com P.S. A friend posted this disclosure. I am willing to try it out. Warning: Any person and/or institution and/or Agent and/or Agency of any governmental structure including but not limited to the United States Federal Government also using or monitoring/using this website or any of its associated websites, you do NOT have my permission to utilize any of my profile information nor any of the content contained herein including, but not limited to my photos, and/or... the comments made about my photos or any other "pictur...

April 12, 2000 I found in a difference; And it discovered me, In it's light I found something dark, While the darkness blinded me. Traitor it called me A liar and a thief. Crying out with wonder my heart leaped, And my soul fell. To kill and maim? Like a frightened stray of shadows, A would be a master in glory and a slave in defeat. A curse to who says the dark doesn’t blind and in its twin, one is never defeated. In both one could be blind and in both one could be lost forever. * * * Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™ Mandaluyong City, Philippines *** visit me at http://www.facebook.com/miel.roldan at my blogs: www.amielroldan.wordpress.com www.amielroldan.blogspot.com www.fineartamerica.com/profiles/a-g-roldan.html www.myspace.com/amiel_roldan www.amiel_roldan.multiply.com www.face-pic.com/amiel_roldan please comment and tag if you like my compilations. amiel_roldan@yahoo.com amiel.roldan@gmail.com P.S. A friend posted this disclosure. ...

January 29, 2000 The dew breaks the early morn; After a night of slumbering snores, The cascading darkness splits to rise; Whenever the mist touches, A river seems to beckon; Reckoning the nights dues. * * * Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™ Mandaluyong City, Philippines *** visit me at ChatGPT-4 Amiel Roldan at my blogs: www.amielroldan.wordpress.com www.amielroldan.blogspot.com www.fineartamerica.com/profiles/a-g-roldan.html please comment and tag if you like my compilations. amiel_roldan@yahoo.com amiel.roldan@gmail.com