Walking On
06 13 2009
I guess last night you could say that I was happy. It was a day to celebrate and a night to unwind. I looked around and found friends. I found peers. I felt closer to most and felt passionate about some new works I saw. I shared history and I half-started to build new ones. I connected. It was a familiar place with familiar friends. Old people. They are as set as I am. We are all on course. Perhaps head-on collisions. Yet I felt just tired. I felt sad suddenly. Changes are here. I could be the person that most want to see but that person wasn't completely me. I am not angry. I was sort of happy but am not really content. My blood was curdling with energy and I had no outlet. Hunger had peaked yet at this moment I wanted it not. I felt like hiding it again. Halt the emotions.
I wanted to chart regions, to hear my call and to find fire on my own. I am glimpsing the beyond. Would I throw again what I have? Sigh. I made big choices. I largely stood my ground. I am seeing new choices and discoveries that would make me excited. My challenges are now here again. I found that like before I would overcame them largely almost alone. I would be picking up the pieces and licking my wounds. I might just let it be this time. I want again to move on and make my decisions count. I want the urge again to walk and make something important happen.
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I guess last night you could say that I was happy. It was a day to celebrate and a night to unwind. I looked around and found friends. I found peers. I felt closer to most and felt passionate about some new works I saw. I shared history and I half-started to build new ones. I connected. It was a familiar place with familiar friends. Old people. They are as set as I am. We are all on course. Perhaps head-on collisions. Yet I felt just tired. I felt sad suddenly. Changes are here. I could be the person that most want to see but that person wasn't completely me. I am not angry. I was sort of happy but am not really content. My blood was curdling with energy and I had no outlet. Hunger had peaked yet at this moment I wanted it not. I felt like hiding it again. Halt the emotions.
I wanted to chart regions, to hear my call and to find fire on my own. I am glimpsing the beyond. Would I throw again what I have? Sigh. I made big choices. I largely stood my ground. I am seeing new choices and discoveries that would make me excited. My challenges are now here again. I found that like before I would overcame them largely almost alone. I would be picking up the pieces and licking my wounds. I might just let it be this time. I want again to move on and make my decisions count. I want the urge again to walk and make something important happen.
Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™
Mandaluyong City, Philippines
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