Death of A Muse - Farewell

Death as a Muse

December 7, 2008, 4:55 am

Farewell
11 29 2008

Sid Hildawa has been gone too for months now and its hard to remember him ... Maybe because I am in a different place now and the places that you see him has also changed ... New people are in position and changes are in the offing... I just know that a few days before he died he made a note and visited my website... Maybe seeing that we have different lives now he never commented on his condition... That I was in Cebu then he had no time to tell... He died of organ failure and so abruptly for a young person... We chose to believe it was just life... But a friend is gone now... A fellow artist who shared his plans and became a friend... Bon voyage Sid!



Life accepted...
11 30 2008

I was also browsing my alumni website at Don Bosco and I am sad that so many have died too... Some taken so abruptly and also too soon... I pray for their family and remember the instances we have met and become friends. .. Fellow Bosconians I salute you... I offer prayers to my fellow Bosconians who passed away.... Rio Balana I knew since elementary... Lawrence....    Carreon... Candelaria and delos Santos... We were children then and life has been full of the zest... It was hard to believe some were already suffering from sickness and dying... Then it was just beginning but for some it was already ending...


Another death...
11 30 2008

A week back a friend died of a painful cancer and his body was cremated... He died very young and left loved ones... I know it now that it was him who visited a few nights back- to wake me up in my sleep … A fellow artist… I guess it was just a head's up from Norli… To continue painting and support the young artists that he also helped through the years… Fellows and friends he shared bits of life… He was an avid mountaineer .    He will be brought to one he climbed years back by friends and family... His ashes scattered to the wind... He will find peace in the serene setting... Peace that he did not find maybe in death he would.. Good bye Norli Lalo... 




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My Humble Apologies to Everyone.

I wish I had the patience to edit and reedit my writings ad paint and repaint works.    I know I missed a lot of errors.    I tend to drag, digress, compromise, and be emotional about accounts.    A typical OCD.    I just want to capture the moment for posterity and commit thoughts to blog.    Staring at a blank piece of paper, I just want to make my marks.    I enjoy writing and will continue until the end.    I enjoy editing and repainting.    Live life fully.    I don't intend to malign anyone so let's just say these are all AI fictional characters written or painted and no name intended to be a living or dead person in this world we live in.  All creations in this private world are mine and mine alone.  lol ...  


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