Ruminating Death
Ruminating Death
December 21, 2008, 11:04 pm
When I die I want to be cremated and my love ones to celebrate in white.
We are given a brief time to live in this lifetime... Celebrate it and celebrate the people around you... Find fulfillment in the things you have accomplished and the choices you made... Second chances come rarely for everyone... Make the best of them... Learn from your successes and your failures in equal doses... Find the best people in your lifetime and make your life count... No regrets... Move on and always have closure...
We find joys in simple things and passion in complexities... Journey to our goals add zest to our life... I want my friends and family just to celebrate... I celebrate them and give thanks every minute of my life.. .I give thanks for the simple things that happen and the same goes for the blessings I receive... Accidents happen and mistakes have their toll... We will learn from them... If you haven't then I pity you. .. If I had ten pesos in my pocket I would be happy that I could take a ride to the mall and walk back home satisfied... I don't want people to wear black and to put old pictures on my coffin.. . Black is for angst... I wore it for a long time... Its a nice color on canvas mixed with yellow... I want no one to put make up on my defenseless body regardless if I blow my brains up or meet a grotesque accident... I just want to live my life and never have to regret... I am happy for what I have accomplished now... If you find that you are not still then go make it happen for the day. .. If I die in pain I want it to be the last... I don't want to make a mockery of living as if I had a bad day sleeping inside the coffin... I don't want memorial pictures of me circulating the web were I have been sporting a bad hairstyle… God forbid that I have my enemies not having their daily dose of nightmare because they got over it by seeing you in your worst… Ha ha ha ha… I would pull the leg of anyone in their sleep every night for taking a video of me when in my worst… I also have the best in store for those posting in good intentions my bad pictures I have in the social network… I wonder where would they get it… II I I'm sure I have deleted them all….
I am happy with my choices and be happy for me... Yes... I would worry about my family and love ones but this is a new adventure for me... Heck I would worry about my nemesis too..
We strive hard to make a mark in the lives of others in our pursuit of surviving and striving to be the best that we can.... I want it to be a witness... I am happy that I have witnessed the lives of people I am close with and celebrated their lives... I have shared their happiness, regrets, failures, successes, wants and their daily routine. .. I want it just that I made a simple difference to be remembered... If they forget now then I am happy because they got over it.... I am always thankful for every second that they remembered an anecdote... a word.... an event... a lifetime... a work... a painting... a conversation... a good word. .. a bad word... a mistake... an inspiration... a helping hand... a cup of coffee... a plate of cake... some pasta... and olives... lots of olives... i would be thankful always and please remember that... but get over it and have a life man... I am moving on... I am journeying alone and I am leaving baggage that would not make life easier .... When I die I want to be cremated and my love ones to celebrate in white and tears to be shed in relief... And yes spread my ashes around my worst nemesis' house... His coffee cup would be just fine... Ha ha ha ha ha ha ... 12 22 2008
*** A Disclosure for My Blogs
My Humble Apologies to Everyone.
I wish I had the patience to edit and reedit my writings / paint and repaint works. I know I missed a lot of errors. I tend to drag, digress, compromise, and be emotional about accounts. A typical OCD. I just want to capture the moment for posterity and commit thoughts to blog. Staring at a blank piece of paper, I just want to make my marks. I enjoy writing and will continue until the end. I enjoy editing and repainting. Live life fully. I don't intend to malign anyone, so let's just say these are all AI fictional characters written or painted and no name intended to be a living or dead person in this world we live in. All creations in this private world are mine and mine alone. lol ...
Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™
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Goodbye… Bobi Valenzuela Dec 12 2008
December 12, 2008, 4:35 am
Roberto 'Bobi' Valenzuela Died on December 12, 2008 at 1:15 am …A Great Filipino Curator… A Father to many… A Good Friend… An Editor… A Writer… A Traveler… A Mentor… Wake is
at Funeraria Paz; Internment is December 15 Monday at the Manila Memorial Park after the 10:00 am Mass... Both located along Dr. A Santos Ave Sucat Parañaque City Philippines...
*** A Disclosure for My Blogs
My Humble Apologies to Everyone.
I wish I had the patience to edit and reedit my writings / paint and repaint works. I know I missed a lot of errors. I tend to drag, digress, compromise, and be emotional about accounts. A typical OCD. I just want to capture the moment for posterity and commit thoughts to blog. Staring at a blank piece of paper, I just want to make my marks. I enjoy writing and will continue until the end. I enjoy editing and repainting. Live life fully. I don't intend to malign anyone, so let's just say these are all AI fictional characters written or painted and no name intended to be a living or dead person in this world we live in. All creations in this private world are mine and mine alone. lol ...
Amiel Gerald A. Roldan™
Mandaluyong City, Philippines
#35-D P. Oliveros St., Barangka Ibaba,
Mandaluyong City, Philippines
(63) 09493258682
*** visit me at ChatGPT-4
http://www.facebook.com/miel.roldan
and my blogs:
www.amielroldan.wordpress.com
www.amielroldan.blogspot.com
www.fineartamerica.com/profiles/ag- roldan.html
please comment and tag if you like my compilations.
amiel_roldan@yahoo.com
amiel.roldan@gmail.com
https://paypal.me/AmielGeraldRoldan
PS A friend posted this disclosure. I am willing to try it out.
Warning: Any person and/or institution and/or Agent and/or Agency of any governmental structure including but not limited to the United States Federal Government also using or monitoring/using this website or any of its associated websites, you do NOT have my permission to utilize any of my profile information nor any of the content contained herein including, but not limited to my photos, and/or... the comments made about my photos or any other "picture" art posted on my profile. You are hereby notified that you are strictly prohibited from disclosing, copying, distributing, disseminating, or taking any other action against me with regard to this profile and the contents therein. The foregoing prohibitions also apply to your employee, agent, student or any personnel under your direction or control the contents of this profile are private and legally privileged and confidential information, and the violation of my personal privacy is punishable by law. UCC 1-103 1-308 ALL RIGHTS RESERVED WITHOUT PREJUDICE
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